How can I deal with my life
I 18(F) have divorced parents and live with both, however their relationship is very bad and my relationship with my mom is also bad. She makes up negative information about my dad's family, (my step family) even tho they have been nothing but kind to me. she has started threatening to call the police on them repeatedly even though theres nothing wrong. I hate being around her. she constantly makes up negative things and will ask me about them, with no proof that they happened. Her issue is that I spend more time with my dad than with her, and started making up lies about my dad. I do not even want to live with her period but am only doing it to keep the peace. I cannot handle this anymore and ive become severely depressed. My only solution that I can think of is moving out, but im still a student, no income (other than a small business I recently started). I want to get married and move out ASAP (there a guy in my life we've known each other for years and want to get married) but he doesnt want to before he starts post grad in like prob 2/3 years. I understand why and I agree that its not smart but I dont know what to do please help