u/Commercial-Green6915

Me f20 is was dating someone m28,
I had had odd suspicions of a girlfriend due to certain products in the bathroom, and poor scheduling and communication outside of seeing eachother . Despite that I think it turns out I had more feelings than I thought. I don’t let people in easily or even date casually so for me to see him/ speak to him consistently and open up was something big for me. He kept his life extremely vague which I did found odd. When I see him it’s on his terms always at his when I see him I usually stay over for 2 nights we even got invested into a new board game together heroclix then outside of seeing eachother we will only really have a conversation once a week or if it’s more the replies are extremely delayed or detached. The other day I had heard from a mutual he is known as a dog and known for sleeping with anyone with a pulse and cheated on his last girlfriend a lot could possibly still have one I was told they would ask about but no one got back to me. So impulsively I ended things saying “Hey , I’ve been thinking and this whole situation isn’t what I’m looking for so I think it’s best to leave it here. wish you well” and I received no response just blocked. I woke up wanting to explain myself further as my initial message was unlike me but left unable to speak to him about everything. I’ve done nothing but cry since, how has he just gone like that I really enjoyed our connection and I feel everything so deeply. I know I’m being delusional but can do you think it’s possible to fix things or was this just sex to him. It was so much more to me :(