u/Commercial-Pea-7858

So I just started at this job and the last two weeks this girl I’ve been working with says she’s sick and can’t do anything. We have to take care of three people in one home. Tonight she tells me she can’t cook for them anymore because she has alpha gal and it’ll act up. Then I was like but you’ll still be in the home when it’s cooking so that’s not that much of a difference? Then she said she can’t even wash the dishes or clean the kitchen at all. Then we had to take all the clients on a ride and she offered to drive. Then she somehow convinced me to drive us back to the house instead of her just doing it. The other night she was even able to go home early without anyone taking her spot. So I was alone with two aggressive clients and one client in bed. My boss keeps telling her this is okay but how am I only getting 17.50 an hour when I’m doing both of our jobs. Then she has the audacity to keep asking me if I’m okay like no dude I have to do EVERYTHING when I’m with you.

I’m not even sure if this is allowed but I have never been able to cum or orgasm my whole life. It’s like as soon as I’m close I start thinking about my family, my pets and everything non sexy that I should not be thinking about while getting the dirty on. I feel embarrassed to even post this but how do I make them stop? I try to think sexy things but then it’s like these other thoughts instantly push that out and I start feeling disgust in myself and turned off leading me to want to end it instantly. Does anyone else suffer from this? I’m not even sure if it’s normal. I feel bad for my partner because I can’t even do anything to them without me instantly thinking about non sexy stuff too. I’m not even diagnosed OCD my doctors just tell me it’s my autism making me have obsessive thought so idk.

So for starters, my job told me I’d be traveling to the next town over and I thought that was fine since it’s 15 mins. Then I start and my client is an hour away. They said they would pay for half of my drive. Then I would do in home visits sometimes and the dad would say very rude things to me. Then the worst thing happened. The dad abused the clients sibling right in front of me. It triggered me because I have PTSD. I stayed as long as possible but I was shaken up and could not finish the session. Doing this I forgot to let my boss know. Then I couldn’t handle it anymore and told my boss I don’t know what to do because I witnessed child abuse in front of me. She then told me it wasn’t child abuse but she would talk to the mom. I thought she had already talked to the mom because when I went for an in home session the dad wasn’t there.

Then my boss calls her and tells her everything as I’m there. The mom out of spite told my boss that I left early and I was foraging her signature. Which I did leave early but it was a simple mistake. I did not do the other thing but she said yeah that’s not my handwriting. I was shocked because the mom was so nice to me and then as soon as her husband got accused of abuse I was an evil person. She even made a Facebook post trying to put me on blast and tagged me in it. She of course left out the most crucial part her husband abusing their child. This has been the most traumatic thing to happen to me when doing a job. I’ve never gotten in trouble before at any job and I cried for days after this happened. Now they’re refusing to give me my check unless I call them. I’m not calling them, I’m going to write a letter for how much they owe me and send it in soon but I hate this field now.