u/Commercial-Pie796

I was her first. I broke her a lot. she forgave me a lot. I said mean things to her. She said she felt disgusted being with me. She had physical intimacy just so i dont hate her. She said she felt sexually manupulated and emotinally abused during our final break up. Will my ex with BPD ever forgive me. I became toxic over time. and she found another person who shares same issues and problems in short time. I dont want to go in details but if any one with BPD who felt abused please reach out to me. I feel disgusted. she seemed happy and did every thing because she loved it