i no longer know who to trust
I'll use g/n pronouns:"they/their"
You know when things start adding up from your own experience and observation until your adulthood experience and you realize that the world isn't full of colors? And it's actually full of filth? Yes. The feeling is beyond disappointment, I don't know what it is called. The people you used to trust and look forward to, they'll even be the ones to betray others or even you without you knowing. There have been instances since the past years of a person whom i know was clearly having another partner. I have been digging for information about them through years and i haven't told anyone about it. I just encountered a situation recently where This person that I know has their spouse and is legally bound by law, but the document that that person requested for application of an important international document indicated 'no marriages'. I felt beyond disappointment because that person even dares tell the spouse that the document(for no marriage) was the only option left, and they stated that even if the spouse searched online, their statement will still be valid. Which i know was wrong because i have searched it before upon noticing why it was that document. And the internet tells that if the person applying for that specific international document is already married, they can't be issued a 'no marriage' document but will be given a certificate of marriage. That person still insists on their spouse that they were correct no matter what the spouse says. For me it's tiring and very manipulative. I don't even know what to do because i do not want to destroy something that i know runs delicately between the line of being a "family' and actually upholding justice.