It is OVER....
I am not seeking validation or anything, I just wanna confess,
IAT is in 23 days, and meri bio kafi achche se ho rakhi hai, aur inorganic and physical chemistry bhi kinda....so why does my organic, physics and maths sucks?
Ik it might sound like an excuse which maybe it is....
I have adhd, so it just feels impossible to STUDY 8-12 hours like y'all, or maybe adhd for me is just making excuses.....
At first, I was sick for 2 months (Feb and 20 days of March)....as I thought I would make it for that time in April but I couldn't.....
I actually feel like Ishan Awasthi but without dyslexia....ya pure loser, it's not like nothing interests me or smthng (I do have a passion which is totally different from research which I wanna give it a try, for which only pune may have opportunities but mainly i wanted to explore research as a career)
somehow I did all of biology and a bit of inorganic and physical chemistry....but not organic and maths(I was a pcb guy, so maths always scared me)
And also my audacity to dream for IISER pune....like those losers who always just dreamt but did nothing to achieve it......
it's not like I'm just sitting all day scrolling or smthng, I'm trying everyday.....uk at first I tried posting my study logs which were like just 4 to 4.5 hrs after sitting for 8 hrs then I stopped posting after looking at your 10hrs, 12hrs, bloody 16hrs of study logs
I guess no pune for me, I do blv i will score enough to get some IISER but not the one I wanted......it's not empathy I just wanted to accept what I am. (but still if u have some solution or anything, I'm totally open to try your strategies or ideas)