u/Commercial_Green_296

Like, other drugs I can see why people get hooked on; some make you feel on top of the world, super relaxed/no anxiety, whatever. Looking back, the best night high was what? Shows were a bit funnier and food tasted a bit better? For the most part you just sit around a little stupider for a few hours like a bum. I just can’t believe I was so hooked on it. Honestly after seeing just how mediocre of a drug it is I’ve had no desire to ever touch it again lol

Yesterday was day one after basically greening out Sunday night. I got anxious while smoking randomly maybe a month ago (guessing the health anxiety started to build too much), and Sunday night was the breaking point. I’ve stopped before, and usually I’ve been able to force myself to at least eat lunch/dinner, though I usually can’t finish the plate. This time my anxiety is also through the roof, I can’t even think of eating anything. Not sure if I even managed to get down 1000 calories yesterday. And still as I type this I feel a giant pit in my stomach, but I just can’t even think about eating, and it’s starting to concern me a bit. Has this happened to anyone else and any recommendations? Like I’ve said, before I could at the very least force myself to eat at least like half a meal. Yesterday for example I struggled to even get down a piece of bread lol. Had to take sips of water every bite