3am thoughts
I'm not the kinda person that talks alot in general
I been holding these thoughts for so long to myself that it got to a point where i literally can't sleep anymore
I might delete this later tho bcs i just want to get some stuff out of my chest
Me 29M
I got married out of love
It laster 13 months
She filled for divorce on January 16th and since then we hadn't spoke or seen each other
At first i tried to thug it out but it got to a point where EVERY SINGLE TIME i fall asleep i dream of her
I miss her so efing much ppl istg i'd sell my soul to get her back it hurts me so damn much
Even tho i dedicated myself for her body and soul but i wish i had done even more just so she would stay
I think abt txting her every minute but I'd rather let her be in peace
I abused alot of substances to numb my feelings i burried myself in work so i wont have time to think or feel but ...
I just miss her