My bf's is his cousin
Ok, so I ( 26/f) can't keep this inside my stomach anymore. My bf (28/m)of 2 years had a very bad heartbreak 8 years back and then he never had any serious relationships not even physical. .so I always used to ask him to show photos of his first love / gf and he never shown me.
So some days back I found a photo of him kissing her a girl. The photos dates back to 8+ years and I was shocked . He was always hiding photos of his cousins but instagram anyways suggest us the nearby people so I had his cousins profile always in my feed too. But never suspected. So I'm quite sure it is his one of the cousin the photo where they are kissing.
Now Idk wht to do. It ain't cheating .
I'm not even feeling shocked or bad or eww. Its just a gossip tea for me . Or maybe I'm just very number to react .
More than what are they , or should is trust and all .. I'm more focused on myseld that I'm not feeling bad for this.