u/Commercial_Wrap9678

hi, I’ve recently turned 18 and I’m looking for some reassurance or advice. I’ve made some mistakes before (some pornography, and i use to sext with a girl) I’ve since repented and moved forward. I’m worried about my future relationship with my wife. i feel like I’ve tainted my future possibilities. I also worry about certain kinks I’ve developed and I worry that I’ve conditioned myself to not be able to have a “normal” sexual relationship in my future. I don’t know, I just worry and I don’t know where else to put this. does anyone have any advice or reassurance?