Needing Advice for online grooming
13 F: basically since I’ve turned 13 I’ve been putting myself like in the way of grooming purposely for older men and I’ve seen other women speak about it and say it’s just a phase that most teen girls go through but I start to get a little jealous of all my friends who have boyfriends and girlfriends our age and it’s like I can’t find anyone so I’ve just been putting myself towards groomers instead and it’s like a pathetic feeling I get every time I do. I’ve sent nudes before to several guys and I’m a bit concerned that they could have been shared around. but I keep talking to these guys even though I know it’s so wrong. I’ve only told one of my close friend’s about some of of the guys but I’m just so scared to tell my mother and my family because i feel like they may want me to tell the authorities or just make me go to church. like right now two guys I’ve been speaking to for a month or to, one is 36 and the other is 54 and I had an entire breakdown one night because one of them said he needed to find women his own age. it’s like I want to speak out and have help but I know I still want to do it. I just wanted to get advice on it and just share my experience!