I haven’t moved on
You texted me saying you were hurt to know I’ve had encounters with other men.
The truth is I’m still stuck on you, but not the present you. The person I thought you were in the very beginning. Where we could laugh over tiktoks, stay on the phone all night, end the day with our nightly prayer and bible verse. I bet you didn’t know I highlighted every single one on my bible with a pink
highlighter. Hoping one day I’d use them in a vow.
You’re right, I’m not an innocent girl as you thought I was. But you’re not the gentle loving man I pictured you were either. It pains me to know what I thought we would be never ended up being that way, and you’re now just another lesson in my book.
I pray you find your one, a girl you won’t cheat on, or hurt, or make her feel insane and cause her to act in ways she never thought she could ever react to such pain. I pray you find a girl who will change you and stick besides you through your hard times the way I do. A girl who will love the target runs and hold your hand in public with no shame no matter what you had going on.
I was once that girl. It’s a shame you never noticed how strong I was and how much I loved you. Please stop contacting me, and let me go. It’s been a year since I met you, you told me that too on the phone a few weeks ago.. crazy how much happens in a year and how this year, we’re nothing anymore. But last year, I was madly in love with you..
I hope you’re okay, glad to hear you got a new car. I’m sorry this new version of me isn’t what you expected, I needed to branch out and experience life on my own without love. I’ll find my person soon, and hopefully, you will too. Goodbye A. It was fun knowing you while we did.