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I’m sure there is a better term, but I am in such a nesting mode.

Chaos is losing its appeal. It no longer feels exciting, and instead I find myself really gravitating towards creating a safe environment that feels comforting and stable.

It’s nice because it is reflecting on my most important relationships, but others it is highlighting what I don’t want anymore or if I’m in a certain dynamic. I feel the potential of something or someone matters less, that someone else’s journey is their own and I need to choose myself.

Even this year, I planned to travel a bit but now I just want to make a space that feels like the places that bring me happiness.

Is this just growing up?