u/Competitive-Desk3881

I’ve been trying very hard to find my path in this life . Since my dad passed I’ve learned a lot but also still know nothing at all. Most things are not what they seem and trying to make a meaning of it all is starting to seem like a bust. I’ve being very vague because it has just been a roller coaster of up and down and then coasting. I just don’t really understand anymore. I am more lost than I have been before but this time it’s not scary. I have my cat (she helps me a ton btw what is it what her and my refrigerator??) and I have been more spiritually guided lately but why do I feel so lost? Anything would help . Any guidance at all I feel like there’s something I just keep missing or overlooking.

First of all the last 2 months have been hell and I just couldn’t understand what my cat was trying to say/get me to do and my cat has been trying to get me to my fridge for months now. I thought she just wanted treats because the treats are located on the fridge until something told me to move them. Yesterday she called me to the fridge to get something and everytime she goes to the same spot and tried to get under the fridge while her back ripples and she meows. Well yesterday I finally listened and I found these. I’ve been looking them up on google but just holding them & lookin at this picture there is a heavy sense of energy that I just can’t explain. Google sad they could be positive but as soon as I saw the everything in me told me to get them out. Threw them out and as soon as I walk back in the energy in the house is calm , silent, there’s such a relief in my body & I sat on the couch and immediately went to sleep. I haven’t been able to sleep in weeks and I’ve been telling people something feels off but got tired of people telling me I’m crazy. My cat has been talking to me lately I know it but what exactly she’s trying to say I have no idea. But I do think this is a start. Can anyone see/feel/ or tell me anything that would help in regards to why this may have affected us so much.

This is my Taloola bear! (I call her bear because I hold her like a teddy bear) she’s literally the best thing that’s happened to me. I wanted to know if anyone could possibly look at her and see if she’s trying to communicate anything with me? I want to give pet psychics a try🥺