u/Competitive-Lab-2883

I am 25, been doing cocaine for 4 years, I used to do it 6 days a week and sleep once but then got engaged and tried to stop but did it on Christmas and valentines day this year on a roll through at someone's house and left her on her own, ive had my car stolen and knives pointed at me and been part of far worse things. Im now working and still drink most days but have cut down the drugs to twice a month and never go out whilst on it now but I can't get over that final bit to stop completely. Has anyone got any advice on how to stop completely?

Also am added part i have lost all my friends trying to stop doing it and all I do is work and spend time with my fiance which is great but I used to have 50 friends and now lonely