u/Competitive-Law2883

I [19M], had never dated in my life, had almost no female interaction all my life except in the last 6 months where I lost a ton of weight and also got some personality, I was talking to a very nice girl let’s call her A[18F] for 6 months, and she is soon gonna move out of town and has extremely strict parents, we had so good chemistry, used talk a lot(for like 5/6months), shared music, and entire days with each other, chatting for hours on end.

Eventually I start talking to this other girl let’s call her B[18F], I went out on a date within 10 days of talking(it was around 4 months after I started talking to A), held hands with a girl for the first time in my life and even kissed her, we got into an intense relationship somehow and we hooked up like within a month of knowing each other, the next morning it turned out she still was talking to her ex, who was blackmailing her and she blind sided me and was talking me to meet her Ex, who probably wanted to intimate me or something, luckily I had a gut feeling and didn’t meet him, I gave her a chance but it wasn’t working out and I eventually broke up.

AND I HAVE REALISED I LOVE A[18F], have been missing her a lot, I apologised to her a couple of months ago, she accepted the apology and we had no interaction after that for 2 months now, but I want to come clean to A about what I did in rebound of convincing my self that nothing was going to workout between us and I am willing to date her long term and if not that, at least I want to be friends with her.

TL;DRPlease advise me if I should text back to A[18F] or not?

I [19M], had never dated in my life, had almost no female interaction all my life except in the last 6 months where I lost a ton of weight and also got some personality, I was talking to a very nice girl let’s call her A[18F] for 6 months, and she is soon gonna move out of town and has extremely strict parents, we had so good chemistry, used talk a lot(for like 5/6months), shared music, and entire days with each other, chatting for hours on end.

Eventually I start talking to this other girl let’s call her B[18F], I went out on a date within 10 days of talking(it was around 4 months after I started talking to A), held hands with a girl for the first time in my life and even kissed her, we got into an intense relationship somehow and we hooked up like within a month of knowing each other, the next morning it turned out she still was talking to her ex, who was blackmailing her and she blind sided me and was talking me to meet her Ex, who probably wanted to intimate me or something, luckily I had a gut feeling and didn’t meet him, I gave her a chance but it wasn’t working out and I eventually broke up.

AND I HAVE REALISED I LOVE A[18F], have been missing her a lot, I apologised to her a couple of months ago, she accepted the apology and we had no interaction after that for 2 months now, but I want to come clean to A about what I did in rebound of convincing my self that nothing was going to workout between us and I am willing to date her long term and if not that, at least I want to be friends with her.

Please advise me if I should text back to A[18F] or not?