I have an unnamed phobia
Hi
Sooo
I have a deep fear
A deep fear of finitude/finity, or limited quantities
Like
Not fear of death
Not fear or aging
Not fear of poverty
But fear of finitude/finity itself
Like, loss of resources for example
Like, thinking about how we launch so much iron into space that we will run out of it someday, and satellites are almost completely unrecoverable
Or how we mummify lots of animals, throw plant seeds in trash, burn so much paper and make so much plastic, and burning so many corpses, which leads to decrease in the recycable global biomass, gives me a bit of anxiety
Or how much burner accounts and dead accounts datacenters are holding, and we might use extra energy on useless accs to power datacenters to hold these accs while not using the energy for what's better Or all the online groups and messages in them are holding
Even in games like Minecraft, every dirt block dropped in lava makes me uncomfy, because minecraft world is limited
I have searched for this, and I found no matches
Please don't slime me if I got anything wrong