I wish you could know how heart breaking it is to imagine that i meant very little to so many people. With that premise, these things that I think or imagine don't seem so unreal. I'm not sure we ever really spent much time together. Yet my heart longs for moments that I'm not sure are even possible for me. To think that i was loved so purely and deeply, doesn't seem fathomable. I feel like I'm getting knocked around at the moment. I want to fight back against those who tried to destroy me. More importantly, I want to destroy those who hurt YOU! IF I hold on really tight. I might just see a glimpse of your face when I close my eyes.
I see your face and it gives me a jolt. It is like I'm remembering something that is not real but feels like something i can never have.
Maybe I'm overthinking this. But I think it's time for a revolution. All based on love, of course. Love you