u/CompetitiveNeck7944

I believe that he’s my TF.. but not 100%.. I’m not sure whether he is. I want us to be together but also if he chooses someone else I know that all I would wish is for his happiness. I can’t hate or unlove him for not choosing him. Yes in my mind I would crash out but my heart would gently find peace with his decision. Idk how different the runner’s experiences are but one thing for sure, even if there’s a chance that I’m not his TF… I would want that man to have all the happiness he deserves. I chose him completely but it’s his time to do so. Idk if all of this was just a lesson for me to know “how deeply can I love someone”… but one thing for sure, I can’t love someone else like this… yes I learned how deeply I can love someone but I can’t bring myself to do this all again to an another.. just like our childhood happens only one time in this lifetime, exactly the same way, true love happen once.. at this point I just want to know if I should move on (forget him, although that would be close to impossible) or wait…

So for the past weeks I decided I’ll try moving on and focus on myself. And yesterday I went to a show with my family and I couldn’t believe my eyes on what I saw…. I sat at our table and 2 tables in front of me sat a guy who gave off HIS vibe… I was shook! I couldn’t stop glancing at him… and I think he came with his gf and friends and I really hope they didn’t get the wrong idea… omg I hate myself for this… even in the middle of a very amazing show, I kept on talking to God. I mean this is cruel… then I went forward during a dance and I got thrown a sign so obvious abt him… like right in front of my eyes… how mean… the universe sends u sign to move on with your life and focus on yourself and when u do, it sends u thousands of signs that forces u for remember him…