u/Complex-Hat-1611

My partner of 15 years passed away suddenly 10 days ago. I’ve never felt sorrow and pain like this before. Everything feels hard…when I work up the energy to do everyday things I almost forget that this has happened. Then it hits me, like the wind gets knocked out of me. The overwhelming amount of grief knowing I’m never going to see him again is unbearable. The fact that this is my reality is unreal. I have no idea how it will ever get better.