A violent dream with tall ET
For the past few weeks, I had been detaching from a problematic contact, after months of ce5.
These involve bad dreams. I refuse to go into detail.
Those dreams made me question my new relationship. As I began focusing on detachment, I had also begun being a bit resentful of certain entities. Entities I remain convinced are evil.
Before sleep last night, without any amount of resentment That felt very measurable, I thought
"If this group is as rotten and manipulative as I suspect, what id give to tear them apart one day. In a far away incarnation, passing up through ascension, id turn around and use my new size to trim the evil out of reality. If possible.
I knew it was a petty thought, but i really meant it. That id love to be the first Soul tonkill another, and find that rare path to revenge.
the dream:
I was speaking to a man. He looked wrong somehow, and was laughing obnoxiously about the deaths of some people.
As he continued, I realized that he was some type.of mass murderer, and here is usually when I wake up.
I ha e a great ability to just wake up, and end a contact.
instead, i decided to kill him, like i had been wanting before i slept
With my teeth I gored his neck out.
the man vanished upon death, and 20 feet away was a tall alien.
It was yellowish-green. It had large circles of a slightly darker flesh where ears would be. A small mouth.
The skin was darker around muscle or bone, and more yellow around areas where fat may be. The yellow was mostly in boys or lines, like accents.
Huge, black eyes.
In a moment he teleported before me (unmistakably masculine).
I then had the same thought, with the reason 'if I killed your clone your next'.
I dont know if the man was truely its clone.
I then gored the aliens neck.
The scene changed for the last time to me in 3rd person, looking happy with blood around my mouth, and canines way to long. It looked a bit silly like a vampire, lol.
Dream end.
What. The. Fuck.
I awoke very happy, ears ringing loudly and a tad worried.
I dont want bad et to latch onto, whats to me, tiny amounts of hatred and pull me down.
What do you figure?