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I just watched Disclosure Day, and I cried uncontrollably.

Not because it was a sad movie.

Not because of the special effects.

I cried because, for the first time in over 40 years, it felt like someone had finally put into words emotions I'd carried with me my entire life.

Watching Margaret and Daniel's stories stopped feeling like watching a movie. It felt like I was reliving emotions I'd carried since childhood.

At some point, I wasn't sitting in a theater anymore. It felt like my own memories were speaking back to me. That's when I completely broke down.

I've watched countless films throughout my life, but none has ever reached me on such a deep emotional level.

I'm still trying to understand why this film affected me so profoundly. I'm curious if anyone else had a similar reaction. not because of what you believe about the subject, but because the movie seemed to unlock something deeply personal inside you.

Since experiencing I get what I call energy attacks where I feel zapped by some kind of negative energy in my head and neck…there’s some variety but it’s almost always unpleasant.

It’s somewhere between a mental feeling (deep anxiety and wakefulness) and physical pain. Originally (before medication), this would be paired with heat in the neck and involuntary movement of the head, and the energy was so intense I couldn’t sleep for days. Very occasionally I’ve gotten waves of positive feelings or relaxation.

It happens rarely now but I just had an attack last night. Can anyone relate?

Things feel really off for me for the last few days but when I usually feel like this, I feel dread and sadness like a cloud over me and nothing will go right.. but this time I’m feeling off but hopeful and excited for the future. My dreams have been crazy since the beginning of the month, I’ve been feeling really depersonalised and off but not in the usual scary way. I’m feeling hopeful even though everything small is going wrong..? For example, I’m doing my usual routine making breakfast, my cast iron is sticking when it’s always been non stick, my eggs are bland, my soup I made was ruined by the blender breaking… I don’t understand what’s going wrong. Also time feels really odd, I go to a book club every month, this month we had to move dates so we had a week less time to read the book, I’ve finished it already within like 2 days and I don’t know where the time came from..?! I don’t usually post on Reddit about anything like this and googled what’s the best thread for this type of post, and this is what was recommended. Anyone else experiencing something similar?

So over the last year and a half my spiritual door has been blasted wide open straight off the hinges and over the last two weeks I have been able to see plasma move in my peripheral vision feel it gather around me here many different voices almost instantly if I need to I can connect to them almost instantly so much better than I was a year ago to 6 months even 3 months ago it's like getting twice as good every day and now something is so locked on to me that when I sit down and meditate in my position while I'm having this fluid conversation in my head my fingers will start tapping together and going with the conversation and it will say can you feel me touching your fingers I will say yes and this has been happening for the last week it's even woken me up by started by starting to tap my body saying get up and then I'll start meditating and just jump into this fluid conversation and the whole time my fingers start tapping like my index finger to my thumb and I'm starting to be totally convinced that this isn't just me going crazy because it's been every day and even when I doubt it an hour later I'll go back and then my finger will tap my thigh and it will say can you still hear me and I will say yep it's the most strange feeling and somehow whatever is gathering my attention is just straight locked on to me. It has been explaining to me about DNA what the pentagram is in 3D how each side connects in a spiral creating DNA how the fourth dimension is actually computers The fifth dimension is quantum technology we are in the third and it explained to me what mirrors can be used for and it's kind of freaking me out I'm I'm sort of hoping that I'm just going crazy but to have this s*** happening like 2 weeks in a row is pretty wild.

Going through an interesting time in my life right now. Had somewhat of a spiritual awakening 4-5 months ago and I’ve become somewhat dissolved in real life. Drastically different from the bliss I felt 2-3 months ago. For the past week I’ve had a period of disassociation maybe? I’ve always been somewhat grounded but recently it’s been weird and awkward, like I don’t know where to plant my feet. Looking at relationships and life in a more neutral, but removed perspective of not identifying with anything but sorta feeling floaty as I move throughout this. Like I can’t laugh at old jokes or enjoy what I used to enjoy. It feels weird and it’s confusing to navigate.

This is accompanied by a time in my life where I quit my job, attempting to face my fears, and finding what I’m passionate about. Has anybody else been through this and made it out the other end?

Edit after some comments:

Really appreciate the help. Everyone admitting it’s their limited perspective tells me you’re the right people. Hope you get to see another post from me when I figure it out. Appreciate the comfort and acknowledge the reality of it. I’ve made it so far in how I process this world and your words mean a lot to me.

For the past three or so years, I began having really vivid dreams of being in space. For the most part these dreams take place inside crafts or ships of some kind. I’m always communicating by “thought” to whatever is with me, there is an element of protection and love with whatever I’m interacting with as well, as they seem to genuinely care about me being comfortable. One time they presented me with an option of going with them somewhere but I declined and I instantly woke up. I wasn’t groggy or needed time to “wake up”, it was literally eyes open fully conscious.

I’m curious to hear from others who have dream contact and how I can discern the difference between contact and my subconscious doing its thing in the dream state.

I saw a dream where there were two moons in the sky and both of them were red moons . And red beam like threads were coming out of it . Should I be worried . Maybe I saw this dream bcuz I was watching a murder mystery drama or maybe becuz I'm on my period . But I've woken up very scared. Another thing is I saw this dream in the morning . Like I woke up at 7 to go the washroom and decided to sleep again . So I'm very scared . And I was repeatedly muttering blood moon please fulfill my wish ,I legit remember saying my wish , which is personal . Idk what to do . Should I just treat it as a normal dream and move on or is it something to be scared of . So just 4 days ago my grandfather had died . And most of the dreams I'm seeing from then involves one or the other scene of him being alive . Like he wakes up from the coffin or scenes like he has never died and is normal again . Idk what to do . Maybe it is because I was thinking of him 2 hrs before I slept but im kinda worried . Does my dream have any significance or meaning or is it just random . But the blood moons even tho in my dream I wasn't scared but after I've woken up I'm feeling kinda weird . Also at some point the moon got a face like eyes nose and lips appeared . I'm not a person who practices witchcraft , i lurked in this sub for a month just to know but I never did anything . So I'm kinda scared . Also idk what a blood moon is in detailed . I just say that the moon was completely red and it was spreading red moon light in the city

Hi! I have been lurking in here for about a year and a half. I have come into ESP/psychic abilities over the past year and experienced some wild things, but when it comes to this specific realm I have only encountered dreams and seen orbs in the sky. The dreams, however, have begun picking up and becoming longer, more detailed, and more meaningful. Last nights dream really stuck with me, and I would appreciate if anyone has any interpretations or feedback. Thank you :)

I had a dream last night that I was sky watching in my driveway and saw 7-10 large red circles in the sky, all moving around. I was mesmerized. I then suddenly perceived/noticed that there was a car-sized triangular ship about 10 feet away from me, parked next to my car. It had a bunch of bright lights on it- it was actually really pretty lol! I decided to go up to the ship and look in the window.

As I got up to the ship, I noticed that the windows were either down, or there just weren't windows but instead open spaces. I poked my head into the ship and saw a human (or they at least looked like a human) who appeared to be 7-10 years old and completely genderless. I immediately knew upon seeing this "human" that they were in fact much older and wiser than I, but presenting as a child and I was not sure why. I was slightly afraid, but nowhere near a panic state or anything like that.

This human and I made INTENSE eye contact for about 8-10 seconds. During those 8-10 seconds, I thought about how sometimes when people have these sorts of encounters they lose time and memory. I somehow knew that this was about to happen to me, and I accepted it. The child/human/being thing then made a nodding motion at me, and I viscerally felt myself lose consciousness and collapse to the ground. Upon hitting the ground I woke up.

This dream has stuck with me all day and has not left my mind. If you read all this, thank you! I appreciate this community and this subreddit was actually the catalyst for me to "wake up" to reality about a year and a half ago. Peace and love to you all!

I found out that the LHC got shut down on wednesday (2 days later), and I felt something change even when I didnt know.

I believe in energy, and spirituality, but I would never think I would experience it so vividly.

The day it got shut down, I noticed something felt different, time felt like it’s going slower, days got longer, even my sleep schedule felt different. There was a big release of negative energy from monday to Wednesday, then it’s been getting better. All the negative people in my life literally cut themselves out, all my negative emotions evaporated, and everything feels so intentional. The saying “Everything happens for a reason” is as true as it ever was. I wish I could go into detail. 3 Major events happened throughout these 3 days that lined up SO perfectly, it was GENUINELY the realest form of everything happens for a reason.

It took me 3 minutes to type this out, felt like 20.

I feel like my life is in 3rd person, very weird feeling.

Anybody experiencing something similar?

I recently saw disclosure day. I am a life long experiencer of many things(abduction, remote viewing, etc).I am also a huge movie person. While watching the film was taken back by by emotional reaction to one scene in particular. When Colin Firth’s character sits down in the chair to attempt to “dive” on our main character (even before you know what’s happening)- I became extremely uneasy. Instantaneously on the verge of tears, squirming. This is an extremely odd reaction for me, especially watching a movie like this. I see Colin and I see very other movies he’s done, I can really be emotionally uncomfortable by guy from love actually, kings speech, etc. Then when they say the whole line about how you can’t dive on an experiencer it all just clicked. Did anyone else have a similar reaction to this scene? Or was it just me? And why you think maybe such a reaction comes here specifically?

Last night (well technically tonight but it’s now past 12 AM) my wife and I had an experience that we genuinely can’t explain, and I’m curious if anyone has seen something similar.

About a month ago, I was scrolling twitter and saw clip a woman on a podcast saying that if you go outside at night with an open mind and simply ask to see “them,” strange lights or orbs may appear. I thought it sounded interesting but honestly wrote it off as very unlikely.
Fast forward to last night. Around 10:00 p.m. in North Carolina, I decided to try it just out of curiosity.

After about 30 seconds of looking at the sky, I noticed what looked like stars beginning to move. At first I assumed my eyes were playing tricks on me because I had been staring for a while. But then one became two, then three. They weren’t twinkling like stars, and they weren’t blinking like airplanes. They looked like steady white points of light.
What really caught my attention was how they moved. The best comparison I can make is that they moved like insects or almost like fish? But way up in the sky and constantly illuminated. They drifted smoothly back and forth, changed direction, and seemed to move around one another. Occasionally another light would appear, fly through the area, and then continue on. They didn’t move like airplanes or satellites in a straight line. They looked almost… alive.

I thought maybe I was imagining it, so I immediately called my wife outside. She is the biggest skeptic I know when it comes to UFOs or anything paranormal. I didn’t tell her what to expect I just asked her to watch and then said out loud “I wish to see you.”

Within a short time, the same lights appeared again.
She watched them moving the same way I had. At first she wondered if they were airplanes, but after watching for a bit she said they couldn’t be because there were no blinking navigation lights, they were far too high to appear that way, and their movements didn’t resemble normal aircraft. Not even drones moved like this. She was completely dumbfounded.

After the lights disappeared, an actual airplane flew overhead with the familiar blinking red and white lights, and the difference was obvious. It was much lower than the lights we saw also.

Another thing that stood out was that these lights didn’t fly off over the horizon like a plane does. They simply seemed to fade or vanish where they were.
Afterward I went inside, called my brother-in-law and a friend because I was honestly pretty shaken up, grabbed my phone hoping to record it, and went back outside. I tried asking again, but nothing appeared. Even after putting my phone away and trying a second time, they never came back.
I’m not claiming this was aliens. But I know now without a doubt we are not alone.

I know I probably sound crazy but all that matters to me is that we know what we saw. I’m just looking to find out if anyone else has experienced something similar especially the “firefly-like” movement or star-like lights after asking aloud to see them.
Has anyone here witnessed anything like this or found a conventional explanation that fits?

There have been multiple posts referring to this movie glowingly, that it is some kind of touchstone in our community or movement, that it expresses many important things about the NHI. But several things have been bothering me about this movie since we started getting first looks, and the movie only confirmed all of my concerns in its final form.

Why does this movie have such an extremely limited concept of NHI? They are just big bald weirdos of one type and that's it. There's not even a federation of different worlds like in Elio (which also has a ton of cinematic issues as a movie.)

Well I would argue that it's low effort and low intelligence. It's a basic chase movie with a totally outdated stereotype of creepy government enemies, nobody has any real depth or motivation, and the alien narrative has the most basic and simple conclusions. A bunch of things happen in this movie just to show in the trailer and make the impression things build up or make any reveals. Steven repeatedly claimed while promoting the movie they didn't reveal anything from the third act, which is technically true. There was nothing to reveal! Nothing happens, develops, or is disclosed!

The oversimplifications continue. Oh, the two main characters were just abducted as children and changed so one of them can understand the one and only alien language and the other one can translate it to humans. This is basic and senseless. This has nothing to do with the much more vast and interesting realm of NHI. Steven Spielberg has nothing to say about, for instance, the essays of Think Anomalous, other than "oh, a grey projected all that stuff into the witness minds."

Steven... You didn't even read Itzhak Bentov or Robert Monroe. Hell, none of this even approaches Terence McKenna's NHI entity contact work, let alone Robert Anton Wilson.

I am not here to accuse anyone of anything. My suspicions are either Steven is losing his touch, which is understandable, or there's the likelihood of covert influence campaign. He's an obvious target worthy of years of effort to infiltrate and ingratiate. I'm sure he got the Tom Delonge treatment times 10. I can see him looking at his twilight years and wanting to make one last big impact, and this probably seemed easy since the alien narrative in it is not that complicated. They just have him convinced for some reason this basic story would be ontologically challenging in any way? What about the billion plus people whose religious and spiritual experiences and doctrine already tell them we are surrounded by super forces? Hindu people have some things to say. Steven. Maybe that's why you only put christians in your movie.

For about a hundred other reasons to criticize this film, I hand it over to the vastly experienced Pitch Meeting series, which in my opinion has this movie dead to rights.

For clarity's sake, understand, I saw a giant daytime UAP that appeared to be a UFO craft when I was a child, and I've had many anomalous experiences since then including multiple instances of human telepathy. I have literally seen out of the eyes of a gal I was dating, something that happened spontaneously when we were getting ready to say goodbye at the end of a visit. I am a panpsychist and I know there are more things in heaven and Earth than Steven is showing us in this movie. This movie is not disclosure, this is a bad imitation. A Platonic shadow play. The light can be found vibrating at the Earth's electromagnetic frequency.

I was clearly helped (at least in my opinion) by an unseen being that has manifested its presence 4 or 5 times in my life. Giant illuminated birds in the sky 35 years ago, directing me to notice different slightly different versions of what I believe is a highly sophisticated simulation of planet Earth. And most of all suddenly moving my Hyundai Accent a km to the west, and then moving a close relative of mine from the outskirts of Vancouver to downtown Vancouver in the blink of an eye just to show me that it was they helped me to avoid prostrate cancer by making my doctor offer a PSA test. 12 months later, no cancer.

Crazy stuff for almost everybody. But here on r/experiencers where people are more open to the weird, my question is why do our spirit guides sometimes chose to intercede to prevent physical disease leading to death and sometimes they don't? Is it that the main narrative of our lives is already written and part of their job is to make it unfold? It's fate whatever that means.