So I just watched disclosure day and throughout the movie I was getting these Intense Feelings & Emotions like I was actually feeling what they were like something so familiar, I honestly feel like I have a huge spiritual role to play in this life & it’s like everyday I discover something that SUPPORTS MY CLAIM EVEN MORE …. Does anybody else feel like this about their life ?
So I will try and sum this up as short as I can , SO I recently just got released from doing 10 years in Federal Prison … where during my time I had an spiritual awakening and went down the rabbit hole of changing my perception of things I read a lot of Napoleon Hill Books , David Icke Conspiracy Bookea , The teachings of don Juan , Buddhist for beginners and stuff like that , i started out meditating incorrectly & as my perception changing got deeper and deeper , something crazy happened I was approached in my meditation by something claiming to be my recent deceased friend and after a few days I became under attack spiritually but I had a native buddy and a wicken who guided me back to myself , but now that I’m home and away from them guys , I have zero help and I can not defend myself from these spirits that attacking me , at night I feel a presence but I can’t identify if it’s hostile or not , it’s very good at hiding its intention , and when I’m alone I can always feel the presence , but
( ACTUAL PROBLEM STARTS HERE—->)” AS OF A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO I DOZED OFF IN MY BED AND I WAS IN SLEEP PARALYSIS STATE & IT FELT LIKE 3-4 beings was holding me down on each side one was punching my side area & once I started identifying as a child of the light I rose above towards the ceiling but got pulled back than I YELLED IT AGAIN & I ALMOST GOT AWAY BUT I WAS GRABBED BY SOMETHING MUCH STRONGER AND MORE AGGRESSIVE & THIS THING STARTED SUCKING THE AIR OUT OF MY MOUTH RAPIDLY BUT SOMEHOW EVEN W THEM HOLDING ME DOWN I COVERED MY MOUTH BUT THAN I WOKE UP “ I need any kind of help or advice on what I should do,I am not letting myself be afraid because ik that feeds negative spirits but I’m concern it could get worse