u/Computer-Scientist24

I'm always failing first it was my high school I couldn't score more than 75 percent, after that I tried to go to US on a scholarship Visa rejected, tried for Canada Application rejected, gave all my time in a tier 3 college for GATE CSE couldn't even qualify after fricking 2 years of efforts, family disputes, dad losing his job and doing a low paying one. Graduated with 65 percent no job, no preparation and even support is running out. Every time I look at my parents I feel guilty for spending their money and not giving results. I feel like a fucking failure I didn't study programming at a good level due to fucking GATE. I have lost everything, life is unfair and money is everything.

So I'm graduating CS Eng. this year and looking for a job aggressively, I applied to 80+ positions. Then I decided to ask out my brother who has 20+ years experience in IT mainly support roles buts holds a 25 LPA CTC, which is uncommon in our family. Since I had an idea he would have colleagues in positions where I could grab a referral. Turns out he gave me random ass advice like learn this , apply anywhere it'll happen just keep your communication good and English. when I asked about certifications, he had no idea what I was talking about.

Maybe Even people in higher positions are not always the brightest. Reddit gave me more good advice