I feel weaker and weaker..after months of constant starvation, stress, etc
I feel very sad since I am still young
Yet I think I already pushed myself hard enough
I would like to confess and receive my communion but I may not have the strength travel.
Can i have it at home?
Months and months of constant starvation, skipping medications, mental stress, and sleepless are taking a toll on my body
Just the other day, I noticed a lot of hair fall and the bluish tint on my nails..yesterday, I feel like I can’t get up anymore and today’s I am almost crawling out of bed.
I dont want to go to a hospital or whatever.
I dont want to burden anyone any more
I just want peace and comfort…
Please help me pray for peace and comfort
Anyone here who experienced malnutrition/undernutrition before. How did you rapidly restore your health? I’m scared of permanent damage (although I am swinging between this and thoughts of you know…)
Praying to God to save me from this situation. Praying, begging…
I am going through so much suffering.
Maybe I already approached close to 500 people in the past couple of days..
It’s ok if most of them can’t help me.
What hurt me so much is the cruelty I experienced from others
The humiliation I met just because I needed their help
They speak of kindness, of giving unconditionally, of compassion…yet they couldn’t hold their judgement when talking to me
I pray that God saves me from this situation…I never want to feel this way again…the humiliation oh my God…the accusations…sometimes I think maybe it’s better to just steal than ask for help 😔
Im so sorry for thinking like this God
How can I reclaim my self respect?
I feel like I lose it every time I beg…but I have no choice
Praying to fight thoughts of ……
The extreme stress has done a of damage to my mental health…
Everyday is a fight against these thoughts..i know it’s a sin but my mind is also tired
Please pray for me
It’s been stress after stress for 3 years now….it seems like I never had a day that I didn’t worry or cry or become angry. A day I didn’t have to worry about food or the soap or tissue running out.
My mind is tired.
My heart is tired.
I hope God gives me relief.
Sometimes I wonder if He’s real…i know it’s a sin but I dont know what else to think of because my suffering doesnt make sense
Someone from the Christian community verbally abused me and I cant get over it 😞
Just because they helped me doesn’t mean they have the right to say anything or judge me…
I’ve been praying to have this frustration out of my heart..