My mind can’t take it anymore

I’m so sorry. I can’t take it anymore. I know you’re also tired of me saying the same things but what can I do? I do not have access to the opportunities and privileges that other people have.
I really can’t take this anymore. I need God to stop my pain and misery.

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 8 days ago
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I miss feeling human

I miss feeling human
If I want to eat, I have to be ready to be humiliated. If I want to clean water, I have to be ready to humiliated. I even have to beg for feminine products.
I miss living with dignity.

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 10 days ago
▲ 38 r/Life

I can’t remember what it’s like

I can’t remember what it’s like to have hopes and dreams, interests, hobbies, weekend plans, fully enjoying nature, making plans, being excited for a movie, buying something from a thrift store just because it’s cute, peace of mind…

I don’t think if there’s a flair for this.

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

Might not accept the job offer, praying for a miracle

I’ve been praying for a job and now there’s a job offer I might have to pass it up.
This long unemployment has pushed to the edge..I am also su*c*dal because one can’t live with dignity in this world without a job
Please pray for a miracle for me

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago
▲ 36 r/Vent

Living like an animal

Who else here feels like they’re living like an animal? Everyday is just a struggle for survival. No leisure, no fun, no relaxation.
I have no more dreams, hobbies, social circles, interests, and all other things that make someone human.
All I think about is how I would the day.

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

why does God let me beg

I don’t want to beg anymore. Begging brings me experiences that makes me sadder and angrier and further into the darkness.
I already did everything. Apply, volunteer, beg for anything I can regularly. There are work opportunities but I still don’t have the equipment. It’s another layer of frustration for me.
I don’t want to beg anymore. Why does God allow me in this situation? What does He want me to learn? I am already living like an animal….
I feel like an animal…I don’t feel like a person with dreams, hobbies, favorite food, memories…a birthday

I am just an animal….

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

God has been ignoring me

I am not asking God for an instant solution, but a chance to work hard. I want to work hard on something but I have nothing to start with.

And when I say nothing, it is really nothing. I am literally alone everyday. I have no hobbies. I can’t find a job. I can’t do anything else.

No matter how hard I try it seems the only solution is to end it. And I mad at myself for not being brave enough to do it.

I think God is ignoring me…just leaving me alone, maybe to suffer for my sins

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

Please reach out to me so I can properly say good bye

I can’t keep track of everyone who has supported me ever since. Please reach out to me so I can properly say good bye

If this doesn’t work out today…..

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

What should I pray

For people like me considering to end our own suffering, what should we pray?

Of course I don’t want to do it..I am too cowardly to do it..but my options are only this or to continue living like an animal

What should I pray?

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

Is my right to pray already cancelled?

What do people in this situation pray for? If you’re about to say good bye..what else can I ask for?
Is my right to pray already cancelled because I am considering/deciding on doing this?

I’m sorry for bothering…

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago

I must say good bye

The sun has set again..
I have exhausted all my options, only one left
And that is to say good bye

If this account becomes silent…

Praying for everyone I might disappoint

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u/ComputerRemote8557 — 2 months ago