I’m so broken and beyond sad.
One month ago I lost my beautiful 7 year old daughter in a tragic accident. I was not there, but I was able to get there about five minutes after it happened. I’m a first responder and literally have dreaded seeing my own family in an accident. She was her daddy girl and we loved each other to the moon and back. I know she’s in heaven. I just find the grief just keeps getting worse and I really struggle with the fact that I had to make the decision to take her off life support. I had four doctors and a neurologist tell me it was the right decision but I just feel like maybe I should’ve held on a little longer. Anyways. I miss her so so much. I wake up longing for her and go to bed not hearing her ask for her nightly hug and a kiss. How do you cope with this? I’m a Christian man but still struggling so hard. She depended on me for everything and I couldn’t save her. I’m open to all ideas of how to cope so I can support myself, my wife, and her two brothers.