u/ConfectionFlat8382

ATP ente life engota pokane enn polum enikk ariyula.

njn nallonam padikkum and average marks kittum, but still ente parents-ine orikkalum happy akkan pattitila...

Njn bayankara extroverted ann and kore friends und, but still something feels missing and i feel lonely mostly

enthenkilum puthiya skill padikkam enn vicharicha athum nadakkila. enganelum ath modangum allenkil ente interest povum.

arkelum msg ayach irrikkam enn vacha inn ayacha nale reply kittuna avastha ann.

enthenkilum kand irikkam enn vacha athum pattilla... nallathellam kand theerth.

thinnam enn vicharicha thadikkum enna pedi... ennal korach thinnan irunnal ath kore ayippovum.

Padikkam enn vicharicha athinum pattunilla. Exam-inte pressure illathond book thorakkan vayya.

njn ake cheyyunath oranga mathram ann. at least 10-12 hours daily oranga...

Ingane arelum undo??????

Anyone crazy abt cricket???????????????????

I don't really know how to explain this... Ever since I was a kid, I had been terrified of exhaust fans in bathrooms. I don't know why I fear it so much, and I often try to remember if I had a traumatic incident, but as far as I remember, I'm sure I don't have any.

Recently I found out that I was terrified of spiders and starfishes. Not because it looked disgusting, but because it had a similar shape. Also, those big fans in big halls will also scare the shit out of me. But I'm completely okay with ceiling fans with three blades. But when it's 6 blades, I'm again scared. I realised that it's the pattern that's making me feel uneasy. Blades extending from a common centre.

This has made my daily life very uneasy. I avoid going to any friend's house or relatives', and even if I go, I rarely ever use the bathrooms. Even if I'm at the extent of peeing my pants, I still refuse. It's hard for me to use any bathrooms with exhaust fans. I try to avoid long trips as well. Even if I enter a bathroom with one in it, I just close my eyes and do my stuff, and I often end up wetting my pants. I'll have one of my brothers stand near the door. And it's worse if I look around and didn't spot one anywhere, and I enter the bathroom thinking it's safe, and I find it high above or behind the door or smth i just freeze, or I try to run away.

I don't know what to do or how to overcome this. The worst part is that no one tries to understand me. My parents think I'm just being immature and that it's a simple thing, and I'm just overdoing it. My brothers just make fun of me, not knowing how hard things are. And I never really told any of my friends or relatives, fearing being judged.

Idk what to do... Please help me. Any suggestions are highly appreciated. And please let me know if there is anyone else like me out there. It would be a great relief. 🙏

Be honest… is it a comedy, a flop, or just straight confusion

Mine would be: *"*0-100 real quick."

Why I chose this name is that I'm a person who gets angry very fast, and when I'm angry, I don't know who I am anymore. And counting from 0 to 100 is what I do to control anger. But at the same time, people say I'm too funny. I don't intentionally say any joke but whatever I do or say makes everyone laugh. So I added that real quick because I don't know how stable I am between getting angry or making others laugh.

Sooo... Lemme know yours.

Don't forget your explanation.

Be honest… I know everyone has at least ONE story.

Nothing too traumatic… just the kind that randomly comes back at 2 am 💀

Drop yours so we can all feel better about ourselves...

Not like a full main character breakdown 😭...
Just those quiet struggles you somehow hide really well

not like… super dark or anything 😭 just those random thoughts you keep to yourself for no reason...