I been dealing with pelvic floor dysfunction since 17
Let me disclose I was young and unfortunately never had sex I was naive at the time but felt pressured to have anal sex because I wouldn’t let my “boyfriend” have sex in the other whole and he kept pressuring me say yes for anal for the first time this was May and I’m still traumatized and have PSTD because I was under the influence the first time he did it and we did it couple more times till mid July I woke up and felt like something was falling out I felt pressure down there which I think it made my periods worse because I experienced horrible cramps ever since and I was so depressed the whole year because something was wrong and I didn’t know what it was till last year in March I found it was pelvic floor dysfunction I couldn’t wrap my head around it I thought I was realizing with some type of prolapse and I was depressed and cry myself to sleep I still didn’t understand I would cry to my mom and tell her take me to the doctor mostly every week I kept which they told me and reassure me I was fine it got bad June I’m to embarrassed to say because I’m so young and I’m embarrassed I’m going through this I saw a physical therapist July which I didn’t know what that was till that month I told her everything she told I had tight pelvic floor but I feel like I have weak pelvic that’s the last time I saw her because I cry thinking that my life is ruined and I’m scared I won’t be the same like I was before getting pelvic floor dysfunction