Is OnlyFans Cheating?
Some background, I (M30) have been with my girlfriend (F29) for 5 years. She is very attractive. When OnlyFans became a thing we both decided it wouldn’t hurt for her to make an anonymous account and see where it goes as a content creator to help with some extra cash. She never showed her face but a few local people ended up finding out who she was. Her content was never full nude (as far as I know, but I never went through her messages guys were sending her). She became increasingly uncomfortable with her identity possibly being exposed as she was worried it might ruin her reputation around her family and in the workforce. She decided to eventually stop for this reason.
Fast forward to now, I have regretfully been on OnlyFans as a fan (subscribing to girls and paying for content, messaging, etc) without her knowing. She knew I had an OnlyFans account back then to help show her support, but we never talked about it beyond that and she never questioned me on it.
Is this considered cheating on my part? I’m afraid to tell her what I’ve been doing because I do feel guilty on my end. Even though she was posting sexually provocative photos before (lingerie in sexual positions).A big part of this is stemming from my sex drive being a lot higher than hers. I have tried to communicate my needs to her but she doesn’t seem to care. On one hand I feel this is a better outlet than physically cheating, but on the other I feel that it is in some ways just as bad