Lesbian sex with roommate
Hi everyone i was in the middle of studying and this subject suddenly occupied my mind I’m not native English so I might have some mistakes
Alright let’s just begin
I’m 22 my ex roommate is 23 we have known each other for 3 years the first year I playfully kissed two of my roommate and at that time she wasn’t my roommate and she said something like hey I heard you’ve kissed them and I said yeah I’m shy let’s not bring that up and she said something which felt like a hint of she also wants a kiss and then the second year we moved in with another girl and became roommate all three of us at the early months of college one day she said let’s shower together and I was surprised but also liked the idea and we decided to go to the dorms shower (narrow place but has door and all ) and at first we were washing each other but then things escalated quickly and I touched her body and then we did a very passionate long kiss and I jerked her off and she wanted to do me but I stopped her then after we did it she went back and shortly after I also went out and then the same night we were alone in the kitchen and she cried saying let’s not do that again and stuff and I said I’m sorry don’t worry it’ll not happen again and stuff
And about two days later she it was only us in the room and she came on to my lap and said let’s do it one more time and we did it again and this situation happened for some time until the second semester started I don’t want to write in detail Since it would be too much but then we did it infrequently due to studies and stuff besides we are both Muslim so we didn’t do it during Ramadan and it was first time for both of us and then things happened we stopped talking ( she kind of broke my heart and argued over very simple things ) and this year which is the third year we are no longer roommate and I think I loved her too much but she disappointed me her loss tbh I can see that she still wants the attention and care that I used to give her but I can’t just pretend that everything is fine so I’m in a very conflicted situation where I want her but I also want her to suffer my absence and also I want to have a normal life back and have a man in my life to completely forget her since I eventually should marry and go on about my life and that was pretty much of it tell me your opinions too guys i want to hear it