Looking for advice
Don’t know what to do about my marriage
I got married about 6 months ago and when I struggle mentally I start to begin to think have I made the right decision in getting married? I love him to death he is genuinely such an amazing man but I have these doubts about if I made the right decisions. He does most things for me and he takes on a caregiver role as I struggle with my health and he doesn’t have friends wants to see ever, so that in turn has left me feeling guilty about me leaving the house because I don’t want him to be alone and I insist on him going to see his friends but he always says he doesn’t want to he’d rather spend all his time with me which is nice to hear but it also makes me feel a bit scared and trapped. I know he won’t stop me from leaving the house without him and see my friends and I know he won’t be mad but I still feel like I owe it to him to stay inside with him but it’s leading to me feeling trapped and now I have agoraphobia and social anxiety unless I’m with him.
But I remind him as a care giver of myself he needs to do stuff for himself like having breaks seeing friends, family etc but he won’t see anyone unless I’m there. It’s very draining because I have friends I haven’t seen in a year. I want to make him happy all the time but I just feel so isolated and lonely
I love him the most in the absolute world but sometimes I can’t breathe
tl;dr Unsure what to do about my marriage