u/Conscious-Reach4391

I can draw a little, I plsy little bit of drums , but i dont have my own style. Like when I draw I dont feel like I am creating something pleasing to look at , it just impresses people a little bit by showing, hey i can draw a face

I wanna have an identity , I wanna have an emotionsl outlet, something that can be unique to me and other people can enjoy it as an aesthetic than just be amazed by some bare minimum skill

I love movies ,and I am interested in screen writing, I recently got i to rap music amd i like rhyme schemes, I draw and I play drums a little. How can I turn these i to creative outlet

I am in 8th sem and i have 3 backs, my parents got me an internship via connections which makes me feel really worthless

my internship is in cyber security domain yet they do not offer me any real work for my resume

Now when it comes to preparing for tech jobs i relly dont know what to do, There are so many feilds to choose from, but whenever i start something it feels so overwhelming and sometimes useless like i am making no progress.

THhings like system design make me wonder where i should be starting , on top of this i have a back in college,

I just need some guidance as to what steps i can take to get a clear cut job on my own terms, because all info from insta reddit seems really scattered