u/Conscious-Smile7892

How is this an anorexia sub if whenever you try to post about anorexia and your genuine feelings - every post gets taken down?

They should rename this community to fucking snowflake sub.

It’s a disease and if we can’t be open with each other - you’re just brushing it under the carpet because the reality of our thoughts is what? Disturbing? Triggering? Dangerous ?!

Nature of the beast though. It kills. Talking helps but every time you’re honest and ask for help you get shut down.

Hi guys,

So lasts September I was at my lowest weight and then extreme hunger took over

I would classify this though as binge eating. And I am now within the healthy weight range.

The last few days I have absolutely restricted and hardly eaten much and I feel AMAZING. Sorry but I do.

I know I can relapse easily. And I want to… people keep telling me I look healthy. That I look well. That I look better. And all of these things said to me are making me absolutely panic and I hate myself so much I can’t even shower without being repulsed by my body.

I’m not overweight but I will get there if I keep binging like I was

Has any one relapsed after recovering to a healthy weight?? What do I do to stop it when it feels so damn good to my brain?

I walked alot today and I’m so happy! Honestly…. I think because I got so small being a normal weight just feels so incredible wrong to me and my brain.

I don’t want recovery. I want to be sick and emaciated….. and I KNOW how fucked up that is.

Help :-(