Just need life advice about my plan with the future
I guess I just want other’s opinions with my mind set and goals, my main goal is to get to the coast guard and pursue a career in and out of the military, I’m 20 now, and I was supposed to go when I was 19 but absolutely plumed my asvab, that’s entirely my fault I didn’t study as much as I should’ve and smoked all my teenage years, so most common mathematic knowledge was out of the door from the jump, now I can’t go for at least 2 years as I’m prescribed adderall, so my path now is within the medical field until I can pursue the coast guard again. My my mindset is ambitious but my actions are extremely lack luster especially when it pertains to the type of life I want to lead, but I’m beginning to just go into a hole as of today I got kicked out of my clinical site for a mistake that I made, I now have to wait another week to hopefully get another site to finish my hours. I’m depressed and feel like I’ve been chasing my own tail with not going through with things and messing up. I don’t know how to be the type of person I need and want to be.