Silence
Im part of the youth staff at my church, I teach and I'm the youth choir director but I feel like I dont know how to pray.
Not really pray, I guess, but listen.
I have so much trouble being still and being comfortable with silence long enough to listen. I have been praying less and less sinse I look on this ministry and I feel like im losing touch with God.
On the one hand, I'm feeling like he loves me for maybe the first time in my life but my mind is so loud on it’s own. I always have to be listening to a podcast or music because silence is so scarey to me.
Any advice?