I finally found my peace. (Basically update from my previous subreddit)
I became a Taoist (or Daoist). Yeah. You heard me. I was going to plan to become an atheist but realised i can't because it is mandatory to have a religion in my country 😔.
Now the reason I became a daoist was pretty obscure for some of you guys. But I'm not gonna mention it here. So yeah, I'm well and happy now ^^. (Tho i will have to go to Church since I'm a teen and I will have to wait a few more years to move out 💔)
Oop nvm i forgot to edit, it's for Malays only (im a non malay, Malay is the main race in our country and its mandatory for them to be a Muslim) for non Malays, the government is still debating over having no religions on our ICs at the moment