u/Consistent_Spring

So. Overall GPA is 3.1. I’m taking like 4 easy credit classes over the summer to boost, and without studying, I got a 76 on a TEAS practice exam. My science GPA is the kicker. I had an initial D in anatomy, and I got a C on retake. Strike one. I got a B in micro and nutrition, and I’m in physio which ends tomorrow with either a C or a D. If I get that second D, I already know I’m doomed.

I’m in the north bay of California, and while I’m casting a BROAD net when I start applying, I just know I’m not the ideal candidate, 6 years of CNA experience notwithstanding. It’s competitive up here, but I can’t move because I have soon to be two kids and all my family support is here.

Do I have ANY shot do you think, or do I start enacting my backup plan? (I’m already starting the backup plan lol.)

I have ONE CLASS and I’m on the brink of not passing. (I understand the concepts, but the way this professor asks questions on this exam based class does not mesh with my brain at ALL.) I just need to see what I got on exam 4 to know for sure if I’m in the clear or not, but I very likely will not see them before the final on Wednesday. It’s only been a week, it’s not that long that it’s been ungraded, but the uncertainty of whether to mourn or not is killing me. It’s my last prerequisite before I can apply for my major, and if I don’t pass the first try with even a C I’m fucked. I’m probably fucked regardless but oh my god I’ve been at this school since 2018 it’s TIME TO GO. (I finished my main degree requirements and then in 2020 decided to pick an entirely different route with all new classes :)))

I’m just stressing. I do not enjoy this professor. I love her as a person but I should have just waited for another semester to take this when I saw she was my best option.

End of 5AM sleep deprived stream of consciousness rant im sorry lol.