u/Constant_Adagio3316

I dont know what kind of mental illness i have that for example i worry about the unforgivable sin even tho people comfort me all have to agree that i havent done it not only orthodox catholics etc but for example i have to check every theologian i know, martin luther, john calvin, owen everything and if only ones interpeetation makes me think that i have done it then all people who say im fine are wrong and if the person agrees that i havent done it, it offers me no comfort.