u/Constant_Corgi1184

I wanna shower him in all my attention. I wanna hold him tight and whisper words of encouragement into his ear before tests. I want him to love me back. GODS I'M ASKING YOU I WANNA BE HIS

Basicallyyyyy. There's this guy, we'll call him Lucas. He's like gorgeous and kind and pretty, and he makes me feel seen, and he's good at math, and he's in the band with me. And he's just like perfect.

I just love him so much to the point where it's actually sad.

Can you guys give me advice?