u/Constant_Storage_501

My husband and I lost our last son at 27 weeks back in December, we had an early loss with our first, and a healthy son with our second and then a stillbirth with our third. A family member of ours is expecting and having a gender reveal, I had talked myself up for it and I felt bad to not go, and I thought everything would be fine, as I’m generally doing okay after the loss emotionally/mentally, but I got a message asking to help provide food for the reveal and it has brought on a ton of emotions. Is it wrong to feel upset/angry? We have also started trying for another baby again and haven’t been able to get pregnant yet! Which is totally okay, but I think that also makes it harder. I want to be happy but I’m just not