Even after getting a college, i wont get a college
I am so fucking done with my life at this point. Gave clat alongside my boards and got a college on my first attempt. Now that the deadline for fees is nearing, i applied for a loan as one can only apply after their 12 result. I applied and everything but the bank says they cannot give me a loan without my father and my father is here being drunk 24/7. I am 70% sure i won't be able to process the loan in time and if that happens, my seat is gone because i wouldn't be able to get a soft loan anywhere. I am so fucked and depressed. I dont even have any other college as a backup. If this actually happens, i am for sure killing myself as i cannot spend another year of my life in this shithole of a house