u/Content-Pressure5493

I grew up in a very conservative and strict household but I am really into sex and self-pleasure. I so badly want to lose my V-card but I am very insecure about myself. I don't have a problem getting male attention but when it comes to sex I'm scared to be naked in front of a man. The urge has been so bad that I literally can't stop fantasising and at this point, I have been desperately looking for any kind of relief I tried talking to a doctor, but even the meds don't work I don't know what to do.