How can I prove to someone who doesn't want me in their life that I can change?
I was in a relationship for about a month starting in march going to april, and the person broke up with me for reasons regarding my mother, but has only now started to come out and speak to me about other things he felt. He stated that apparently it felt like id let him speak then quickly take over the conversation, and i always made it seem like i had something more important to say. And now all i can feel is guilt because i never knew how it was affecting him because he never told me because he felt the need to bite his tongue around me and felt timid. I feel horrible about how i made him feel. And all I want now is to make things right with him but he wants nothing to do with me and all I feel is hurt and shame and regret for how I made him feel, and how he now views me because of it, and he feels a friendship with me makes him unhappy and it hurts feeling this misunderstood and being treated so poorly. And i have to see him every day at school. I dont know if reconnection is possible in the future, he is willing to answer questions I have, but has stated harshly how he doesn't want me in his life, and it makes no sense to me. I dont know what to do or how to process this. And I understand I should move on from this person but to me that feels wrong and I feel like I need to make things right for how I treated them.