Husband possibly abused me, don't know what to do.
Me (F 26 15 weeks pregnant) and my husband (M 27) had an argument today. It ended in him leaving my food on me while I was eating. I was shocked that he did that since he never has done that before.
I got up from the sofa and went to the door. I just wanted to leave the house. He ran to the door and wouldn't let me leave. I tried to move him out of the way but he wouldn't move. He grabbed my wrist tightly and pushed me against the wall. He is much bigger and taller than me. He then picks me up from the floor as I try to escape him. I was basically crying at this point begging him to let me leave. He carries me and throws me on the bed and holds me down not letting me leave.
I kicked him hard and managed to get off. He got angry and I heard a loud bang that scared me. When I slowly went to check, he had broken my car keys and the tv was scattered from how hard he threw it. I ended up running outside to catch my breath and then he started to throw my stuff out. He threw a heavy box at me which bruised my feet.
I got away but I don't know how to feel about this. We are starting a family and he apologized and said it was because he was drunk. He's recovering alcoholic. I went to stay at a friends house and the following day my wrist were full of bruises and so was my arm. I was scared for my baby and hoping it was okay after how hard he grabbed me to pick me up. I don't know what to do I have to go back I have no family. I don't know if I should forgive him since it was just bruises and he didn't actually hit me... not sure if it counts as abuse but I'm lost.
He said he would never do anything to hurt me again and that he was quitting drinking for good. He told me that if he drunk again that I need to call the cops and leave because he knows he's dangerous to be around while drunk.