nawawalan na ko ng pag-asa
Do you think may public universities na tatanggap sakin with my 78 gwa in shs? I know im at fault for only passing some schoolworks, its just that life was too hard. I felt too empty to the point that I can’t bring myself to do anything during my shs. I opted for modular because i thought i would get better if i’m away from people, but it got worse. And now that i’m getting better than before, i deeply regret na pinabayaan ko yung pag-aaral ko.
Now i’m scared to pass my docus, i’m overthinking that some (not the students) might mock me because of my grades. Na baka kapag nakita nila yung card ko sabihin nila ang kapal ng mukha kong mag-apply with those grades. I really really want to finish college. Public is my only option, too. We’re not that financially stable, I don’t want to burden my family with tuition fees that’s why I feel even more guilty for not doing well during senior high.
Anyway i’m confident naman na mapapasa ko yung entrance exams. Sa grades lang talaga tagilid.