While I was on here talking about my dad a couple of days ago, I decided to do a routine check-up on my chest and found some unusual lumps. I went to the doctor and now im just waiting to get tested, but I did research and found alot of my symptoms of how I feel in my every day to day life align with the most un-curable cancer in the chest..so 😓
My dad has had cancer for multiple years. I have never had to deal with a family member dying as my grandparents had already passed either before I was born or when I was a little baby. Im not sure how im supposed to react when my dad passes away and im afraid its going to be soon. Im afraid of not knowing what to do if hes in pain when he passes, or if he passes peacefully in his sleep. How i feel like i don't spend enough time with him since im always working. I feel like I won't understand what will happen to my life after he passes. I dont know how to explain it. Im just going to leave this here..