u/Correct-Dark-2029

Constant unattainable lesbian crushes my whole life. Even if I get a comment from crush telling me im beautiful which happened a few weeks ago, I feel huge anxiety and despite desperately wanting to be close/ friends I push away or make things awkward. Married with kids and separating and only just realised that I'm something along the lines of demi/ lith/ fray. I've always been anti 'labels' but giving into that

. Therapist thinks I'm neurodivergant as well which explains a lot. Anyone relate?!