u/Correct_Fondant5282

I’m 20 days clean of no porn and no fap I been addicted to porn since I was 12 so my mind was always clouded with brain fog I thought it was normal until now.

My mind is clearing daily I workout more daily my eye contact is way better and also my focus is better.

I’m not really doing this for any benefits I’m doing this to better myself as a person as a man sometimes I sit back and think what I put my exes through just because I couldn’t stop no fap and porn.

I be wanting to reach out but what’s done is done I just have to continue to better myself and focus on my journey and become a better person but hey looking to reach 30 days and I just want to say it’s not really nothing a doctor can do I been prescribed cialis I been to a lot of urologists trust me it works but will work better or you won’t need them if you stop touching your dick .

I know what leads to it the stress, depression,hard times I know it’s not easy remind you I was addicted since I was 12 so I know all the symptoms that comes with watching porn for years so I hope & pray you all make it through the storm and come out better

I always wanted to know why when it was time for sex I’ll orgasm to fast. And be like how can I watch porn and stay hard but when it’s time to have sex it’s either I can’t get up or I orgasm fast. I was only comfortable doing missionary positions doing doggystyle position even feels a way so I laid off the porn but still was edging not knowing.

I recently just had a women ask do I edge a lot me not knowing I came here and did some research. And thought to myself I been fucking my brain up for this long and real perfect relationships trying to figure out why? I now take cialis it tends to work but edging was really my main problem and not noticing it and I been facing this problem since I was a kid now 30

Well day 1 of a long journey starts today all insights are welcome I just didn’t know that this would be so harmful to my mental health but I’m not perfect 1 day at a time hopefully I’ll be back with a better update!