u/CortexIlI

Been friends with him for years, but he is chronically straight like zero chance kinda thing, its torture because im the dumbass that gives him advice on girls and such and i have no real way of venting this off because he is who id go to with something like this but....

I dont really think i could tell anyone of else of friend group because theyd tell him and i would hate for our dynamic to change. Why does the first person in months i have real feelings for have to be straight like this just follows the pattern of wanting something i CANT FUCKEN HAVE.

idk any advice for launching these feelings far away from my head