I'm panicking and don't know what to do
I've made a few posts recently. Since I stopped Xolair treatment after 3 shots a bit over 2 months ago I have had more and more issues. I've lost a food every week or two and am currently down to about 8 foods. This had been my worst issue until the past few days.
I got a new AC unit so I wouldn't have to deal with my older one possibly having mold. I reacted instantly when I turned it on fan mode. This freaked me out so bad. I am highly allergic now to pollen and pollution outside so I have to have the damn thing. it's going to be 90 in a few days here. I ran the ac for 5 hours each day till today on high and blasted my air purifier as well. Today I poked my head in and seemed to be ok with it.
I was wearing my 3m half mask more often the past few days going in and out of my room elwhile dealing with this new issue. I noticed yesterday that when I took my mask off even in the living room I was feeling instantly a little allergic. Ok.... Today it was much more prominent and also when I went to kiss one of my cats my nose instantly got blocked and my upper lip got tight. Absolute panic sets in...I'm already living in an older home that is unkempt(not my area) and dealing with that..plus reacting to pollen and pollution more...and losing foods and now I'm allergic to my cats?? I have 2 inside and a feral colony in my yard!
My allergist that was treating me ghosted me as soon as I said I wanted to stop the Xolair due to it making all of my reactions worse and stronger. He was looking into other medications(even though I thought I should be giving my body a break) and compounded klonapin and some other things he thought may help. He totally stopped responding to me. I messaged him after 2 weeks of nothing and I was like did you forget about me and this this and this? He said "no it's more complicated"and that's it! Moving on....
I have No allergist now. I'm completely on my own and I am reacting non stop to seemingly everything. Im pretty sure I have a candida infection again in my guts. My tongue has fur growing on it along with this and no matter how much I scrape and brush every day it comes back. I have the slight dry skin crackles at the corners of my lips too which all screams yeast to me. But I CANT TOLERATE ANY MEDICATIONS! I quit Xolair because started reacting with anaphalxis to everything new or things I hadnt had in a while. New med or supplement even at a tiny CRUMB gave me the whole list of anaphalactic symptoms.
The ER as we all know is the fucking WORST for this issue. they roll their eyes and are like idk what you want us to do...you are having anxiety that's all. I know damn well it's not I can deal with anxiety! Anyway...I cannot tolerate ANYTHING new and am reacting to everything so fast! I'm terrified. I'm still up now just took benedryl because it's the only thing I can take without reacting. I've had tingling and snapping nerves all over my whole body and the waves of severe anxiety\doom since evening but I've tried to calm myself and see what I can get thru.
I go.out of my room to get something and my face gets tight.
I'm autistic...I have little to no support system...a long history of medical trauma and I am backed into a corner now. I have a PCP appointment on Wed but they are useless. This one is filling in for my normal Dr(who's useless) and it's the only thing I could get...and I don't expect much. I don't even know if I'll make it till then! I. So scared and I need help.